Hi there,
It's been a while since my last blog, but I haven't been sitting around twiddling thumbs. I've been relatively active in more ways than one. This summer brought with it a new relapse (exacerbation, flare-up, attack--all names for the periods of active demyleination during relapsing-remitting MS attacks).
Although I did not have another MRI done to identify active lesions, I could tell that this new relapse was pretty much in the same part of my brain as last summer's big one. Fortunately, this new relapse was not further complicated by a chronic bladder infection as was last year's attack. [Researchers learned in recent history that MS may attack the gray matter and may result in cognitive deficits. Former medical opinion limited attacks to white matter. Those of us who suffer from black holes in our brains could have confirmed that long ago.]
My dear nurse friend, Candy, finally convinced me that I needed to tell the urologist that it was time to pull out the big guns (Bactrim) and set them onto whichever bacteria was causing the latest bladder infection. For most of my adult life, I was under the impression that I was allergic to sulfa drugs and therefore could not take Bactrim.
After trying this antibiotic and that one, for months, and learning that I now had "bumps" in my bladder--making it difficult to fight infection, I finally let Dr. Kidd know that I thought it would be worth the risk to at least try Bactrim, for my staunch ally in the war against MS suggested that "just because you may have had a topical reaction to a salve (in the sulfa family) does not mean that you would have a systemic reaction to an antibiotic containing sulfa."
Wallah, that stuff worked miracles and I still take half a pill now and then when I get warning signs that some new critter wants to take up residence in my sinking ship bladder. Bactrim contains two classes of antibiotics and works on both gram negative and gram positive bacteria.
Bless you, Candy, you may have saved my life. And bless all my MSer friends, for they offer invaluable advice and comfort during rough times. Life is not all gray, however, as this year I took a plane ride to Houston, Texas to see my elder brother married to a very nice woman, who happened to be a teacher and capable of editing Harley's latest literary achievement.
Within months I was packing for another very auspicious occassion, also known as a "hiker-trash" wedding in the gorgeous Appalachian Mountains. My one and only bambino found the love of his life while hiking the Appalachian Trail in 2008, and they just tied their knot in a somewhat unorthodox manner - barefoot, sporting the latest in backpacks, staking their territory with classy hiking poles, and grinning from ear to ear with glee on August 27, 2011. Finally, I have a daughter-in-law and she is a treasure. Thank you, Shawn and Maury.
I also spent much of the year, that wasn't used for travel plans and trips (my first trip out of Tangipahoa Parish since 1999), painting and crafting. I haven't sold anything on Etsy yet, but I like looking at all the great things all sorts of people make and sell there.
MS doesn't rule my life, although it can definitely make things difficult and trying at times. As I've noted previously, I believe I first saw a sign in my early twenties and by my late thirties, there was no question something major was amiss. I have always been determined to fight life the devil and outlast this little devil.
Managing symptoms has become easier through the use of steroids as needed, and disease modifying drugs--all of which have side effects, but many people believe it is worth a certain amount of sacrifice to improve quality of life. The alternative is not an option for me and I refuse to give in to utter isolation and despair.
I'm attaching some websites along with excerpts from Wikipedia and Medical sites - interesting and useful information from earlier times to present day trials.
Ciao and ... Go for it, Joe Riley!